I MISS HIM
I miss how I felt with him
I miss how he looked at me
His smile was so contagious
I miss how he always asked if I was ok
How he kissed me
How he believed in me
How he was my biggest fan
I miss our late-night conversations
Me always nagging him out
I miss how he loved me for me
He used to tell me that I'm gonna make it one day
I shouldn't give up everything will be ok.
He believed in me so bad that I sometimes wondered why will this guy believe in me so much while I on the other side have lost hope.
I remember the day I met him Lol!
I looked so horrible, was so down, in town shopping to release some stress
Then he approached me and asked if he could join me
at that point, I wasn't sure of what he really wanted from me
I didn't get him
He was so into me I thought he just wanted to fuck me
at that point, I wasn't feeling myself at all
He asked me to pick some items for him and boxers, imagine!
I just met him and he's already asking me to select boxers for you.
I loved his energy
He made me laugh a lot
And I just knew from that day that there was something special about him
I miss how he makes me feel good about myself
And how he made me understand the importance of self-love.
He wanted me to be happy with or without him.
He knew I had confidence issues
And always tried to make me feel comfortable where I wasn't comfortable.
He loved everything about me
He became a friend to me
And to me, that was very weird for a hot guy like him to fall in love with someone like me.
I always questioned his love
And I allowed my insecurities to push him away.
Don't remember how many times I dumped him for no reason and he kept on begging me to take him back even when he knew he did nothing wrong.
I didn't know how to handle true love
It overwhelmed me
I didn't know how to respond to it
And he always said to me "don't hold it back"
Don't overthink it
Just allow it to be.
But I ended up cheating on him
Coz I didn't love myself enough to allow someone to genuinely love me
He tried
And I kept on pushing him away
He taught me a lot about self-love
Good energy
And having a positive mindset
I will never forget him
AND IM GLAD HE WAS PART OF MY LIFE'S JOURNEY!!
I miss how I felt with him
I miss how he looked at me
His smile was so contagious
I miss how he always asked if I was ok
How he kissed me
How he believed in me
How he was my biggest fan
I miss our late-night conversations
Me always nagging him out
I miss how he loved me for me
He used to tell me that I'm gonna make it one day
I shouldn't give up everything will be ok.
He believed in me so bad that I sometimes wondered why will this guy believe in me so much while I on the other side have lost hope.
I remember the day I met him Lol!
I looked so horrible, was so down, in town shopping to release some stress
Then he approached me and asked if he could join me
at that point, I wasn't sure of what he really wanted from me
I didn't get him
He was so into me I thought he just wanted to fuck me
at that point, I wasn't feeling myself at all
He asked me to pick some items for him and boxers, imagine!
I just met him and he's already asking me to select boxers for you.
I loved his energy
He made me laugh a lot
And I just knew from that day that there was something special about him
I miss how he makes me feel good about myself
And how he made me understand the importance of self-love.
He wanted me to be happy with or without him.
He knew I had confidence issues
And always tried to make me feel comfortable where I wasn't comfortable.
He loved everything about me
He became a friend to me
And to me, that was very weird for a hot guy like him to fall in love with someone like me.
I always questioned his love
And I allowed my insecurities to push him away.
Don't remember how many times I dumped him for no reason and he kept on begging me to take him back even when he knew he did nothing wrong.
I didn't know how to handle true love
It overwhelmed me
I didn't know how to respond to it
And he always said to me "don't hold it back"
Don't overthink it
Just allow it to be.
But I ended up cheating on him
Coz I didn't love myself enough to allow someone to genuinely love me
He tried
And I kept on pushing him away
He taught me a lot about self-love
Good energy
And having a positive mindset
I will never forget him
AND IM GLAD HE WAS PART OF MY LIFE'S JOURNEY!!
